Friday, January 21, 2011 @ 9:12 PM
"Best friend" simply contains no meaning at all.
many people go, omy i miss you. you're the best friend i ever had.
Yeah right. like you even mean it.
ditch me again huh. even if im supposedly imagining things, others can see it too yknow.
even if you're not ditching me, i feel like you're completely drifting away from me.
i've been trying to keep my happy mood on for too long. sigh.
life sucks. people see me, they go, heyy and then stick with me.
when friends come back, all they do is ditch me right.
whats the point of the word "best friend" then?
i feel like a cloud.
drifting and drifting here and there.
all along i thought i was fine with this.
suppose im wrong.
i feel like theres no meaning being there.
this whole week i felt like i was completely invisible.
no friends. no nothing.
how depressing indeed.
you see everyone with a group of friends.
me? alone. like some pathetic fool.
i am so tired of this.
the horrible truth.
sorry for ranting. not like anyone reads anw. its like my diary. haha:)
if anyone sees this, im sry for letting u read crap.
maybe im just thinking too much...