seems like the problems in church never stop. once one is resolved, another starts. why does this happen. i thought we could all go happily. just like before. perhaps it's part of God's plan. we'll never know.

well, school is awful. with all the horrible tests and exams. it's killing me! amazingly, i topped the class for a physics test. full marks. but like i said, it's a test only. so i better not get complacent and continue studying hard for the real exam!

i almost failed dnt test today. 11/20. i don't understand how you people get so high lah. weirdos. the uncles at the workshop are so nice(: and funny(: well they help me with my dnt proj. wuhaha. that's good(:

now, i can't differentiate who's really my friend and who's not. i feel as if i'm just a tool. to help you when you need help. and discarded when you realise i'm not of use anymore. well i wouldn't dare to say i'm not jealous. after all i'm human. what do you expect huh. i really don't want the cycle to repeat again. it's awful. i know it. i always have to act like the hero. when i'm actually not one.

gosh i guess i'll be missing biblestudy again. how sad. fushion here i come! (:

well, i better stop now.