should i, or should i not.
i feel so weird. its like everything's so complicated. can i stop? i want forget this terrible feeling. why is this happening to me. everything's gone wrong. i feel so stressed. its like i cant do what i want. nobody cares anyway. im just this small person in my own world. it used to be fun. why ain't it now. everyone's changed. its all my fault. i cant trust anyone anymore. its just too hard.

why is this happening to me.