sometimes, i just wonder what people think of me. on one hand, i wish they would tell me the truth, but inside im probably wishing tell only tell me the good side of the truth and none of the bad side. the truth hurts.

sometimes, i wonder what i've done wrong. i wish i could know whenever someone's angry with me so i'd know what to do. i wish i'd know when people are lying. but then again, the truth hurts.

we'll never know when someone lies. its like, when someone's hurting inside, they'll just say, oh im fine. so you wont worry so much. or perhaps, it could be like, this certain person is actually talking about me, but then says, oh i posted it on the wrong wall.

well anything could happen. in this entire world, there's always this bunch of people that dislike me, or hate me to the core. i understand that. i just hope it'll be better. i wish i could know.

its so hard to please everyone. im trying my best to be nice to everyone i know. its just so hard. all the comments i hear, like, oh i hate this person etc. i don't know how i can reply to that. it's like my really good friend says that and deep inside i dont think its true but i just, don't know what to do.

i don't know who are my true friends. its just so hard to tell. life's just so confusing. some people can get angry at me when i don't know what i've done. i should probably start thinking more on my actions and words. oh well. i need to vent my frustration.

i don't even know when someone's angry. oh gosh. i need to be more observant.

im sorry if i've been a mean person or i've made you angry.
sorry.

i just needed to cool down. i don't know what the heck happened to me but i just started thinking.
i think its quite possible that many people dislike me. oh well. i'll try. even though i dislike anyone, i'll try.
it won't be that hard.

church was, awkward. it's like, the girls were not talking to the guys, the guys were not talking to the girls. we only talked to jeriel but yea.
we didn't even bother to be friendly and ask for the new guy's name. omg. how terrible of us):
i regret man. haha. that guy must have felt odd. lol
haha. i like talking to someone who's 3 floors below you! its quite fun k.
try standing at a staircase perhaps on the 4th floor, and shouting down to someone on the first floor(: feels great. haha.(:
well, yf was fun. haha. or rather, fun-ny(:
"can you prove scientifically that Jesus Christ rose from the dead?"
haha! i think it really made us think alot. and laugh alot too.
laughing is good. haha!
LET'S JUST SAY that he managed to blabla.
funny man! (:

okay gonna stop posting now. im too lazy to continue. haha(:
bye